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I should be charged with neglect

 It's been so long since I posted here.  This semester has not been good. I started out with such high hopes and grand visions and it all fell to sh*t by November. For the last few weeks I have been in a foul mood and have not been wanting to even go to school. I have made huge mistakes that affected everyone's grades and it's all because my heart just has not been in it.  After a whole lot of reflection, I realized that while I had all these grandious plans and expectations, the students did not. I thought that I if I did X,Y, and Z all the students would fall in line and class would be amazing. It didn't happen. So much of my foul mood was due to the fact that I was working my butt off to try and make things work and the students were hardly working. That is going to change. I've already decided that I'm going to move a little bit away from the modeling structure. A little bit. I'm going to do more lecture and just explain things to them. I'm going to